I am not a dreamer.
I struggle to know or have a sense of what I want.
I feel unease. A mix salad of expectation and the art of being “young” and having it ALL figured out. However, I saw a line today about a guy living his best years starting in his 50’s. So it doesn’t have to all be accomplished in the 20's.
I struggle to have intentional goals and dreams. I don’t feel deserving. I feel an unease when it comes to knowing what I want. Maybe it is fear of disappointment. I have alot of internal fear swimming around.
I hope to let myself slowly ease into those waters. Make one SMART goal that maybe lead to a bundle. Aiming to tend to my self worth garden by watering it with good nutrients.